rand0m..

back!!
after so long finally a post..
i not feeling very well for the past 2 weeks..
got gastric prob.. seen doc le.. taken med le..
but doc say if still not well, must go hospital for checkup le..
tmr will be my last day at work..
goin find new job again..
cuz company found a perm staff..
anyway i keep on mc also nt so gd to company..
leaving them is also gd..

my mood has not been too gd also..
self-abuse myself.. haha..
mayb some days,frens, u may visit me in mental hospital le..
stress up over many things..
i m some1 who will jus bottled things up in my heart..

my ah gong admitted into hospital since chu er (2nd day of new yr)..
got tumor in the lung n behind throat..doc say is cancer..
so far i only went to see him a few times..
was busy with work.only weekend free..
hope he will get well soon..
at least he knows i m there when i called him..
though he cant speak le,but he still able to have some reactions..
seein him so xin ku, i cant help it but cry..
well.. i control very long le.. so i cried tat only once..
he no longer stayin at tan tock seng...
he transfer to Bright Vision hospital..near bowen..
which is near my hse also..
will visit during the weekdays.. since i not workin for the moment..

well.. gotta go le.. rest awhile then meet js,ber n i think christina also..
cuz i dunno she goin anot..hehe.. its been long.. =)